I am very fragile today. My mom died two weeks ago today. In fact in 32 min it will be the exact time. We buried her last Friday. I have been home for 3 days. The first day was consumed with caring for my husband who hurt his back last week.
The second day I slept a total of 14 hours. I was in a funk. Read and stayed on couch and napped all day.
Today, the third day I decided to go out. To the bank and to the store. I was out of my comfort zone. I felt very vulnerable. I was shaking. I couldn’t talk without quivering.
I came home and got my bearings. I was preparing to take my husband back to the doctor when I wanted to reach out to a dear friend. His info was gone. It was just there a few days ago. It has been there for years. I had a feeling of loss overwhelm me. I was scared. All of the familiar things are no longer.
I feel so fragile.